Demonic magick, issues of abandonment and how to heal from childhood trauma









Demonic magick can heal a childhood trauma. Demon Lucifer is the most powerful demon and can support you.



Demonic magick can help you to heal a childhood trauma. When we are small, we can “die” without the love of our mothers and fathers.

Love in adult life is the most complex area of life. Some of my clients want love spells from me, but actually they need professional therapy.

Our love lives in adult years are reflections of our relationships with our parents:

If you are a man and your love life does not work, you have to examine your relationship with your mother during your childhood.

If you are a woman and your love life does not work, you have to examine your relationship with your father during your childhood.

So what is love? Love is a psychological relationship with the other person and well, lets admit that, some of us carry a heavy baggage of childhood wounds.

These wounds or traumas shape our thought patterns and habitual behaviours. Behaviours like avoidance of certain situations (phobic behaviours) help to avoid emotional pain.

The fear of abandonment in adult life gives rise to jealousy and such dramatic behaviours can ruin a relationship. We attract that which we fear, because we do not trust our partners. The lack of trust is a product of abandonment in childhood.

Abandonment in childhood can give rise to 2 types of behaviours: avoiding becoming close and then being hurt, or overly clingy behaviour.

Overly clingy behaviour is a type of addiction that is developed as a result of inner fears. Its the fear of loosing love that is responsible for this behaviour.





Demon Lucifer: he can empower you



Demon Lucifer can transform a woman’s psyche into a man’s. A woman will become strong and not needy. 



After heartbreaks I recommend to interact with Lucifer. Consider this demon as being your new lover and he will empower you. If you make  several love pacts with Lucifer, he will replace a physical man (woman) in your life.

Lucifer will also protect you from love that hurts. Of course, you will have to do the inner work of empowering yourself all the time.

Out of my personal experience, I can tell you that this is a very painful process as you go deep into your childhood and begin to heal the broken pieces of your soul.

But once healed, you will be in a good condition. Can one make love pacts with demons? Yes! But this means that you will remain single for many long years.

To be single is good, because you free your life of toxic people and detrimental relationships. You will have lots of time to change the inner thought pattern that attracts partners who leave you, cheat you out of love and break your trust.

Lucifuge Rofocale can help with finances



Lucifuge Rofocale is described in the Grand Grimoire and also in the Grimorium Verum. This is his signature seal.



Lucifuge Rofocale can help with finances. This archdemon rules Qlipha Satariel and he is strongly associated with money. Fruitful financial pacts can be agreed upon with Lucifuge Rofocale.

But there is a warning in the Grimoirium Verum that demons do not provide their services for free. It is up to you how you want to pay for help with finances.

You can even make pacts of marriages with demons and with the dead. Some people say that you cannot marry a demon. Yes you can if money is your goal and you want the demon to eliminate distractions in the form of human lovers.


A warning about pacts: Grimorium Verum



These are the seals of Lucifer and Clauneck from Grimorium Verum.



“In the first part of Grimoirium Verum are contained various seals and instructions for invoking the Devils, to make them come and bring whatever you ask them to bring.

These sorts of creatures do not give anything for nothing. Spirits do not give you their services for free. They always want some payment.

The spirits serve only their intimate friends. There are two kinds of pacts: the tacit (a silent pact) and the apparent (worded pact).

There are different types of spirits: some are good and some are bad. When you make a pact and have to give something to the spirit (something that belongs to you), you have to be careful.”

Source: Grimoirium Verum





Pacts can cross over and produce “situations”



The most interesting event in my magick was my blood pact with a dead soldier. After this pact a strange thing happened: I met my ex boyfriend who was instructed by the dead soldier to go find me and offer me protection.



This soldier died in Russia. He is very reliable in protection magick and brings real soldiers for protection.



Two pacts, one with Lucifer, Lucifuge Rofocale and Mephistophilis, and one with the dead soldier crossed over and changed my relationship status from single to in a relationship.

One should be careful, when doing magick with dead soldiers, because they seem to have their own ideas. I thought that the dead soldier would protect me himself, but he went to a military base in another country and fetched a soldier who was willing to protect me.

Pacts with dead soldiers are almost impossible to stop, cancel or reverse. I did several types of magick with demon Barzabel to slow down the events, but the spells just backfired and caused scary events that pushed my friendship with the soldier forward.





Demon Marbas can heal emotions




Demon Marbas is described in the Goetia and this is his seal.



Marbas is the 5th spirit and he is ranked as a President. He appears in the form of a large lion, but then takes on human shape. Marbas answers truly of secret and hidden issues.

Marbas causes diseases and cures them too. This spirit gives great wisdom and knowledge in mechanical arts and he can also change people into other shapes. At last, Marbas rules over 36 legions of spirits.

Source: Goetia

Marbas can heal depressions and apathy. But be aware that the healing of a childhood trauma may take 10 or 15 years. You will have to do regular rituals with Marbas.

In addition to magick with Marbas, I recommend that you practice daily affirmations. Below I offer you a video about how demons can empower you.







Demon Dantalion can change thoughts




Demon Dantalion is described in the Goetia and this is his seal.



Dantalion is the 71st spirit and he is ranked as a Duke. He shows up in the form of a man with many faces (all men’s and women’s faces) and he holds a book in his right hand.

Dantalion can teach you any arts and sciences and he will also declare to you the secret counsels of any person. Dantalion knows the thoughts of all men and women and he can change them as he desires.

This spirit can cause love. Finally, Dantalion rules 36 legions of spirits.

Source: Goetia





Dantalion can change your thought patterns. Yes, you can do magick on yourself, but this is very cruel magick. The old thought patterns are gradually erased and forgotten.

Dantalion inserts new thought patterns into the brain. The consequences of such rituals with Dantalion (while healing childhood trauma) are total disorientation, loss of identity, physical illness and chaos in life.

You seem to feel like not being you any longer. I wanted to change my name after doing such rituals with Dantalion, because I felt that I no longer fitted into my old name.




Demon Barzabel: he makes you brave



Demon of Mars, Barzabel, is described in The three books of Occult philosophy by H. C Agrippa. This is the planetary talisman of Mars.



Demon of Mars, Barzabel, is described in three books: The three books of Occult philosophy (H. C Agrippa), in the Magus by Francis Barrett and the Golden Dawn.

Barzabel helps to tame inner fears like the fear of life, and he also heals inner insecurities. If you are a single female and do not want a man in your life, do frequent rituals with Barzabel.

Demon Barzabel is a gentleman and he will heal your inner insecurities in a gentle way. Barzabel is one of my favourite demons: he makes me smile, laugh and skip during and after rituals. I am so happy all the time.







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